I pulled my car into the parking lot for our first FMSC Prayer Walk of this year. A Walk for our 7th Feed My Starving Children Mobilepack. We, the core volunteers (and anyone else who’s interested), are scheduled to walk the perimeter of the facility and pray for the 6 Saturday mornings before the Pack.
The parking lot was empty. Not. One. Single. Car. Sigh.
I remember this from last year. Not the empty parking lot so much, but the worry… Where is everybody?? Why don’t they come? Don’t they care?
I’ve been working so hard on The Pack.
My husband and one other core volunteer soon joined me in the parking lot. As I stepped out of my car, I made my thoughts known. Where is everyone?
We began our walk, but no one prayed for the first fifty steps. Just silence. But as the sun peaked over the top of trees, God’s beauty, and faithfulness, was hard to deny. My husband began to pray. And I began to cry.
My work? My prayer walk? My schedule?
Yep, there it is. That is what I remember from last year’s prayer walk. (I’m a slow learner). Last year’s walk started out a bit bumpy as well. Connie needed a little attitude adjustment. There is so much that goes on behind the scenes in the months before the actual Pack, I tend to take ownership of the whole sh-bang. I take it personally when no one shows up to pray. I am offended.
Wow. Sounds like it’s all about me, huh?
As I grabbed my husband’s handkerchief out of his back pocket and wiped my tears, I knew God was asking me to open my hands and put this event into His. It is not about me. Or the core volunteers. It’s not even really about the children who will receive the food.
It’s about God.
The whole event is about Him. And His faithfulness. His promises. His will.
This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him. 1 John 5:14-15
Is feeding the hungry His will?
Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress… James 1:27a
So many verses talk about feeding/helping the poor. God desires for us to take care of the starving children in the world.
We can ask boldly.
We can ask confidently.
He will be faithful.
He has promised to answer our prayers.
The worry, the discouragement, and the irritation are all about looking at what I’ve done, and what I hope to accomplish.
And if this event depends on me, we are doomed to fail.
Thank you, Lord, for the wake-up call this morning. I lay my attitude at your feet, and humbly thank You and praise You for what You are going to do. To You be the glory.
As the three of us continued our walk, and looked up into that sunrise, my husband began to pray, “Lord, when two or more are gathered….”
“For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.” Matthew 18:20